It's worse than quitting cigarettes, believe me that's hard too. Took myself off my meds, and I feel just fine. I don't feel any difference, except everything seems more clear, if you can understand that.
Trust me taking myself off the meds is pretty rough too! Lover #1 and I had a quarrel, so we aren't currently communicating on any grounds, by any means at all.
Came face to face with a stage 5 virgin clinger. And I kid you not, I hadn't even touched this dude, not even slipped him the look, or said I love you. When he's all fucking over me! His dumb ass knocked me off the couch, then dived on top of me. So after all that shit with him, I have a pissed off attitude towards dating, virgins, foot-rests, and the large knot/bruise on the back of my head.
First day back to school went well. Surprisingly. And my ex was trying to smash faces with me. Mwahahaha, I fool all I want, Why??? Because I'm single! And I don't belong to anyone or their bullshit! Because half the time school and relationships DO NOT mix well. But I do have to admit, I am a lonely woman.
Been sleeping on my mom's couch all summer like a bum. She HATES it. Oh well. Still having wacked out dreams. But meh.
No one in the world is listening to me. And this blog is practically pointless, but I keep it anyways. Maybe someone out there does read this and can relate to this. So they don't feel alone. And if I ever do get lucky with one of my attempts, you know, they'll see something was wrong. And that my mom lied. You know, who I really was and shit.
Sayonara(temporarily),
superanimay
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